I'm turning into a shut-in

These past couple of days have been pretty boring. It's been rainy again and Collin is developing alittle cold so we've been staying indoors. I feel like the longer I stay in the house the harder it is to leave it. Like I'm too lazy to go find something to do. Anyone who knows me knows that I can't stand to be cooped up in the house. I'd rather be out doing something...anything. But lately I've just been staying home. I think being a stay at home mom is making me a little depressed. I enjoy my time with Collin, but I miss the interaction with adults. Plus we are getting ready to go through a major move. I'm nervous about the plane ride back to the states. I'm worried about finding a job I like. I'm concerned about finding someone I trust to watch Collin, that is affordable. I think all these things going through my mind has made it alittle hard for me to express how excited I am to be getting back to America and my family. And far far away from Germany.